| 91 weeks ago... |
[Sep. 19th, 2007|07:34 pm] |
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91 weeks ago was my last entry. Last night I had stumbled upon livejournal, and I was like wow I haven't seen this in forever! When I read my past entries I almost broke down. Seeing how different I was in high school really amazed me, and I actually miss a lot of my friends on here. Jessie and Malachi used to be (still are) my best friends and I hate how I stopped speaking to both of them. I read a lot about the drama that went on and to this day I feel bad (Kelcy with Malachi and Jessie with Danny). Speaking of Danny...I started dating him again back in March and I can happily say I'm in love with him. A lot of you guys (um like people still know about my livejournal) remember him being as a complete jerk but me and him have changed each other and I thank him for it. I stopped partying hard core and smoking and everything for him. I am in college now and going for my CS degree. I am happy I still talk to my friend Chris (who just got married to Cynthia) and he helps me a bunch with programming. I stopped talking to Jessie after the drama with her and Danny. I miss her so much and when we hung out the other night I felt like I could be myself. Okay I think I will stop for the fact that my essay is due soon and I should be doing that instead of this. I love all of you and for the people I hurt on here...I'm sorry.
--Stacey Yduarte |
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| Are you ready for some fall down boy?! |
[Dec. 18th, 2005|06:55 pm] |
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I <3 my boss right now. I went in today and my boss came up to me and said, "Stacey, I am going to give you christmas off, BUT you have to work for the rest of the holidays and tell your dad he owes me enchiladas." Haha...so I'm so happy that I get to see the rest of my family for Christmas.
In other news, today was Travis last day. *snifs* Now who am I to pick on?! GOSH!
~StaceyY~
Ps: watch the house of wax..movie sucks and paris hilton can't act...but CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY is in it. yes. |
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| Might quit! |
[Dec. 17th, 2005|10:21 pm] |
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| | Fushigi Yuugi, ending theme! | ] |
Okay, so I went to Village Inn today and reminded my boss that I had summited a slip a month ago saying I wanted time off for Christmas. They then said that they would try to get me time off and if not, then I'll have to quit in order to see my family for Christmas. Yes, i am mad! It wasn't a real issue before, but Travis decided to quit this week, so tomorrow is his last day. That means we'll need more host/hostess for next weekened. Makes me mad, and yes...rawr. |
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| My song... |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|05:17 pm] |
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| | Every Heart | ] |
I was listening to this song and I got addicted to it again. The english version doesn't make sense, but the japanese version is so pretty..!
| Romaji Lyrics | English Translation |
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Ikutsu namida o nagashitara
every heart
sunao ni nareru darou
Dare ni omoi tsutaetara
every heart
kokoro mita sareru no darou |
If there were many tears falling down,
Every heart would become gentle.
If everybody expresses what they think,
Every heart can be satisfied. |
nagai nagai yoru ni obieteita
Tooi hoshi ni inotteta |
I was frightened by the neverending night,
So I prayed to the distant stars. |
meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru
Tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara
kyou mo takaisora miageteiru |
In endlessly repeating time,
We were searching for love,
Because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky. |
donna egao ni deaetara
every heart
yume wo fumidasereruyo
hitowa
kanashimi no mukou ni
every heart
shiawase ukabete nemuru |
The two of us, smiling, meet here,
Every heart has a habit of receiving its dreams.
Sadness has no effect on us,
Every heart gains happiness when it flies. |
itsuka itsuka subete no tamashii ga
yasuraka ni nareru youni |
Someday our souls will unite,
We will give peaceful approval. |
meguru meguru toki no naka de
boku tachi wa ikite nanika wo shiru
toki ni warai shugoshi naite
kyou mo mada aruki tsuzukete iku |
In endlessly repeating time,
We know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on. |
osanai kioku no kata sumi ni
atatakai basho ga aru soushi
hoshi tachi ga hanasu mirai ga
itsumo kagayaite ita
so shine |
Memories of everything has settled,
This is a warm place to be.
The stars separate us from the future,
We are always so brilliant,
So shine. |
meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru
Tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara
kyou mo takaisora miageteiru |
In endlessly repeating time,
We were searching for love,
Because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky. |
meguru meguru toki no naka de
boku tachi wa ikite nanika wo shiru
toki ni warai shugoshi naite
kyou mo mada aruki tsuzukete iku |
In endlessly repeating time,
We know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 11th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
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So Madrigal Mirage is over. I felt like death today, and I had no energy at all. I'm not mad at Malachi anymore, he explained everything to me and I understood (or got over it). I got to see his dad though at the end, I told him thank you for coming and he said thank you. lol...hey I was excited! So now that school is coming to an end, I'm going to miss my classes. I actually <3 chemistry and I think i'll miss that the most. Next semester I have AP U.S. History with Mr. Smith, so i'm all excited about that. I was thinking of graduating early, but then I wouldn't be able to attend school activities like the prom. Malachi and I were planning on going together, but I doubt it now. I'll probably go alone and dance all by myself. lmao I can so picture that. Okay well I need to get started on some essay...o_e
*StaceyY* |
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| Stuff to Say |
[Dec. 10th, 2005|11:39 am] |
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| | Joy to the World | ] |
So this Madrigal Mirage thing has been so boring beyond all reasons! I'm kind of bitter at all the drama that goes on in that little room, so I decided to call David and he made me feel better. I haven't heard his voice in like forever, so I was happy to talk to him, but it all ended when I had to go sing those carols. I'm kind of mad at Malachi right now because he won't let me meet his dad. I don't understand cus I was originally gonna go to his dad's house for thanksgiving and now he's all "you can't meet him." But whatever, I'll just not let him meet the rest of my family (even if he knows like all of them lol). Anyways, i'm excited this coming week is the last week of school. *dances* okay well i'm gonna go. bai bai |
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| What?! |
[Nov. 17th, 2005|10:05 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Harry Potter background music! | ] |
First Name: Stacey
Middle Name: Kathleen or Kay...you pick
Birthday: 7-28
Eyes: brown
Hair: brown
Fav color: light blue
Day/Night: Night
Fave Food: Chinese food and Pocky :D
FRIENDS AND LIFE
Do you ever wish you had another name? Yeah, especially with people singing "Stacey's mom".....lol
Do you like anyone? Yes ma'am I do!
Which one of your friends acts the most like you? Rachel
Who's the loudest? Malachi
Who have you known the longest of your friends? Melissa
Who's the shyest: I don't have shy friends
Are you close to any family members? My brother and my cousin
When you cried the most: On Sunday
What's the best feeling in the world: A massage...
Worst Feeling: heart broken
FINISH EACH SENTENCE:
Let's walk on the: roof
Let's run through: the rain
Let's look at the: stars
What a nice: ass. LMAO
Where did all the: oreos go?!
Why can't you: sing?
Silly, little: poodle (brother joke)
Tell me: your secret.
HAVE YOU:
Ran away from home: yeah
Pictured your crush naked: yeah o.o'
Skipped school: many times...
Broken someone's heart: Gee I hope not
Been in love: define love and i'll get back to ya
Cried when someone died: yes...
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Yup.
Done something embarrassing: Of course.
Done a drug: no
Cried in school:yes...
RANDOM
Your Good Luck Charm: My Angel necklace my aunt gave me.
Person You Hate Most: Brooke(sp?) from One Tree HIll...HOW CAN YOU SLEEP WITH CHRIS?!!?!? ahhh.....
Best Thing That Has Happened: Can't think of one yet
Ice Cream: mint oreo!
WHO Makes you laugh the most: Malachi and Gabe
Makes you smile: David (even if he doesn't talk to me anymore!)
Has A Crush On You: Um...who would like me?
Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Yes
HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen for your best friend?: My sophmore year yeah
Made out with JUST a friend?: Yeah...many times. (lol)
Kissed two people in the same day?: no
Had sex with two different people in the same day?: yes...lol j/k
Been rejected: Um...I don't think so?
Been in love?: no
Been used?: Most likely
Done something you regret?: yes...
Cheated on someone?: no
Been called a tease: yeah...>.<
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?: Hugged Melissa goodbye
You talked to on the phone?: Malachi
You hugged?: Melissa (friendly hug Phil! Don't get all excited LOL)
You instant messaged?: Jessie
You kissed?: ...like I said in my last entry...you guys would kill me
You yelled at?: My brother for not passing me the chips T_T
Who text messaged you?: I THINK it was Rachel
Who broke your heart?: someone |
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| :3 |
[Nov. 14th, 2005|05:24 pm] |
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| | Fall Out Boy-Dance, dance | ] |
::What Would You Do if I::
1. I made a move on u:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I asked you on a date:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?
9. i asked u out?
::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Body:
::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Go on a date with me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?
::HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?
26. Wanted to do me?
::AND MORE::
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?
For you phil~! |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|02:28 pm] |
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| | Whatever is on the radio | ] |
10 firsts.
first boyfriend/girlfriend: Kyle
first best friend: Lindsy
first screen name: sk8terchic152169
first kiss: Martin...i think?
First School: I dont remember
First visit to the movie theatre: All I remember is seeing Lion King.
first crush: In 4th grade?
first music: Spice Girls....heck yes~
first car: suppose to be a 04 Alero
first stuffed animal: a little pink bear
9 lasts.
last cigarette: when I was 6 (lol)
last alchoholic beverage: um....last week?
last kiss: Can't say, people will kill me on here ^^;;
last movie seen: Cinderella Story (just for Chad Michael Murray!)
last phone call: Malachi I think
last cd played: A mix
last bubble bath: a week ago...
last time you cried: a month?
last relationship: ....I can't remember o__o;;;
8 have you evers.
have you ever dated one of your best friends: yes
have you ever skinny dipped: nope
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yes
have you ever fallen in love: no
have you ever lost someone you loved: a family relative, ya.
have you ever been depressed: yes
have you ever had sex: hahaha...you guys tickle me!
have you ever done drugs: no!
7 states you've been to.
1. New Jersey
2. California
3. Texas
4. Arizona
5. Colorado
6. Georgia
7. New York
6 things you've done today.
1. Went to school
2. Ate at subway
3. Went to pick up brother
4. Came home with Malachi
5. Took pictures of myself on Malachi's phone (nothing dirty!)
6. Got on Myspace (i need a life)
5 favorite things in no order.
1. Chad Michael Murray.
2. Music.
3. Movies
4. Food
5. Anime
4 people you can tell (almost) anything to.
1. Malachi
2. Phil
3. David Dean
4. Leigh (I <3 my Alabama people!)
3 wishes.
1. Wish to have a successful future...yup.
2. Get a good job.
3. To find my true love
2 things you want to do before you die.
1. Meet Chad Michael Murray....
2. Go back to New York and see the Balto statue at central park. lol...
1 thing you regret.
1. Having someone that didn't belong to me. |
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| Stuff. |
[Oct. 23rd, 2005|07:31 pm] |
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| | .... | ] |
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| | classic | ] |
Wow, sorry I haven't updated in a while. Well school has been suckyish! My parents got kind of pissed that i got a B in comp/brt. I got this huge lecture on how I need to do good or i'm not going to have my car. WTF? I told them at least I got an A in chemistry...and they didn't care. ANYWAYS! Work. Malachi works with me now and its sooo kool! Although we don't have the same position, I still get to clean tables and help him, and I get to see him from time to time when he's not working his ass off. I'm really proud of him because he's the only guy that actually WORKS! Malachi and I wanna kill this one busser guy that doesn't do jack shit...o__e! Well I'm like super tired so I'm gonna go ahead and go. I thought I would update so you guys won't be pissed. This entry is for you Philly ~__^
~staceyY* |
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| Senior Pictures.,... |
[Sep. 26th, 2005|05:51 pm] |
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| | in love | ] |
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| | Inuyasha--My dearest | ] |
It's okay that people don't update their journals anymore, at least I still plan to write more blogs in the near future (myspace hasn't FULLY taken me away!)
So today I went to get my senior pictures! Malachi and I decided to go together so we helped each other pick out what we needed to wear and all that fun stuff. Once we got to that garden place, we took some individual pictures and he let us take some together. I'm excited to actually see them..I'll probably post them here and on myspace. YAY~~~~
^(OO)^....*stacey*
ps: Malachi...I hope you find the hulk! TT^TT |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|06:45 pm] |
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| | This song that I don't know the name of. | ] |
Wow, I got on livejournal to write about a dream, and I just read this girls journal and its the 2nd time I heard about making out with someone that they love xD!
So anyways, I kind of had a weird dream last night...so here it goes! I was at Village Inn, and Travis and I were standing and talking about the whole enchilada festival for some reason, and this really creepy guy walks in. By creepy, I mean the whole dark aura, pale face, and goth type. So anyways, a waitress asked to take him to a seat, but I guess they went in the back instead. Travis and I laughed because we thought they were gonna go make out or something. After a few seconds, I go to the back and I find this other waitress screeming saying there was a dead body. I never did see the body, and I ran back up to the front to tell someone to call the police, but that guy was there with a gun in Travis' face. He tells me to open the cash register and I quickly try to open it, but it was manager protected. I try to yell for my manager, but he was no where to be found. He said he was counting to 10, and if he didn't have the money then he would shoot Travis. I panic, so I jump over the counter and try to hit the man. He ends up throwing Travis to the ground and he grabs my neck and pushed me to the ground. I closed my eyes and waited for him to shoot me or something...and I heard people's voices calling me. I tried to open my eyes, but the next thing I knew, I wasn't breating....and I asked myself "am i dead"? |
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| A lot of things have happened... |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|03:29 pm] |
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| | Just the two of us! (stupid village inn and their songs!) | ] |
Where to start...let's start with school! So Mr. Shocks class was getting really difficult. I knew that it would be challenging, but throwing science and calculus stuff in there just didn't work for me. So...I dropped the class. I decided to take choir since I really need to learn how to sing. I never sing in front of people (even malachi!), but I was suprised that I was a soprano. I actually sang up to a high high c. Well now lets talk about work. It gets very tiring sometimes, but the people there are great! I hang out with the 'buster' people, and this dude that host with me(Travis)keeps me entertained. I got my first pay check friday, and I'm gonna spend it all in a while. I'm taking Jessie out to dinner cus I owe her like 435345372 dollars and I think we're gonna go to hastings (need inuyasha movie and manga!). Okay well i'm gonna go get ready, so have fun 'ya'll'! |
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| Something has happened... |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|06:05 pm] |
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| | John Mayer | ] |
Yes...the most shocking thing has happened. Well...today in 2nd period....MR. SHOCK LAUGHED! |
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| What it is! |
[Aug. 23rd, 2005|08:09 pm] |
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| | *stares blankly at laptop* | ] |
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| | Hillary Duff-Coming Clean! (yes I finally saw Laguna Beach) | ] |
So I felt so bad that I forgot Lindsey's birthday! Malachi told me he was going off campus with her for her birthday, but it didn't occure to me that it was 'her birthday'. LOL...yeah I know. I told her happy birthday tho!
I talked to my uncle Ed today, and he wants me to spend next summer up in San Antonio! I'm excited because he is like that coolest uncle ever! So yup. Ah why am I writing a journal when I have nothing to say....T__T!
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| Chemistry..AH! |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|06:49 pm] |
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| | Don't Make me a Shrew! | ] |
Well, that chemistry quiz we took was mucho confusing. I didn't know like 4/18 problems, and all that studying I did (which totals up to an hour lol) did nothing! I feel awesome about studying though, Malachi made me understand a lot.
So today was a horrible day. I get up and I felt like shit. I took my time getting ready and Malachi came to 'look for his rings' before Madgicals. I then realized I had no energy, so I tried eating this thing called breakfast. Didn't work. So after the test in Chemistry, we had a lab. Total fun. Can't wait till tomororw. *sarcastic*...at least we got these smart people right across from us lol.
I seariously want to graduate early. The bad thing is that if I graduate, I won't be able to go to prom. Malachi and I said we'd go together, but I doubt we will still since he promised like 6 other people (it's okay malachi...I heart you!)...
Well, I need to sleep since Malachi and I watched Ranma 1/2 a while ago...Yapapa!
*stacey* |
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| Haunted House and reply to Amanda |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|09:06 pm] |
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| | Trapt | ] |
Hi! Wow this weekend has been fun! I went to fill out paper work, and I start work Saturday from 8-2. Oh btw Amanda, I work on El Paseo. Oh ya Kori! I work with that guy from halloween. Remember when we were driving and we came across 2 guys that had boobs? Yup..that one that was driving was him (he plays ddr)...
So anyways, Malachi and I hung out for the longest time on Friday. We saw the coolest person ever, Britanni, and we all just had fun at the mall and stuff. Once we got back to my house, Lindsy called us and wanted us to go to a haunted house. Well, we thought it was in Mesilla, but we ended up in Mesquite. LOL...it was crazy because the house had bats, and Malachi cut himself while trying to break a window. Well, after scaring ourselves to death, we went back to Malachi's truck, and this man appears out in the middle of no where! He was like "get off my property, i called the cops and got your license plate and blah blah blah!"...So we all got in our vehicles and split.
As soon as Malachi and I got home (yes, malachi practically lives here), Britanni came with her boyfriend and we all hung out. It was fun! But then, they had to leave..so I was all saddened!
I have a chemistry test to study for now...so I must stop. Malachi confused me because he is all smart and stuff... |
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| =) |
[Aug. 19th, 2005|04:47 pm] |
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| | excited...ADUH! | ] |
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| | Mr.Brightside!~ | ] |
I got a job!! Village Inn hostess starting next Saturday...TOTALLY EXCITING!!! *dances away* |
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| my room is...dead. |
[Aug. 17th, 2005|04:24 pm] |
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| | Feh. | ] |
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| | Do Infinity | ] |
So yesterday, we learned about refrigerators(sp?). Very sexy...Malachi and I were amazed at the way it works!
This stupid guy keeps on calling me...and it's very irrating. Malachi and I (don't you noticed how its always Malachi and I?) saw him in the lunch line one day and we were like "eww nvm...i'm not hungry.." so left. He's been trying to get me to go on a date with him..but FUCK NO! I tried to be a nice friend in the beginning, but it just doesn't work out with the past situations we've had. So...in conclusion...I think this boy needs to be neutured and sent to Alaska.
The End ^^
Ps: OMG KELCY!!! WHY IS THE BALLOON SHINY!?!??!?! |
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| Religion |
[Aug. 13th, 2005|12:21 am] |
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| | loved | ] |
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| | I Could Fall In Love--Selena | ] |
I just got back from a little party at Santa Fe's house. Malachi, Leif, and Michelle went and had a good time! We talked a lot about religion, and it made me think of how non-religion I am. On the way home (after we dropped off Malachi), Leif and I jammed out to Selena, then somehow got into religion talking again. I decided that I'm going to start going to church! Leif said he will totally invite me, and I can start becoming a full christian...which I used to be catholic. So yes...I thought I would share this joy decision...yup....aduh!
*stacey*
ps: MALACHI, WE'RE GONNA WASH UR TRUCK TOMORROW!!! |
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